d00b
The 47 Ronin
So, you know those kind of people who you knew that got a girlfriend or boyfriend and they sort of disappeared? Those lame people. Well, I slowly became that, even before I was dating anyone.
Now that I find myself in a bad way with my significant other and we are hardly speaking, it all hit me. I have been a dick to everyone and just close doors and almost burn bridges to all those actual friends who care enough to just listen to me rant about my shitty feelings now. I did it not only to people I met on steam and 47r, but real life friends as well.
Now I feel like an asshole who takes everyone for granted and a dumbass for creating this secluded lifestyle. Because now that I want and need to just rant to people, I looked around and realized I didnt really have many people to talk to. Well, the good news is, I do have people to talk to. Those same people I ignored for so long are right there willing to listen to everything I have to say and comfort me.
Anyway, the reason I'm telling you all on the forums is because i became friends with a lot of people from 47r and then bailed. I used you when I was going through a difficult time and then when things got better, I left. I now know having friends and people i can actually talk to is very important. I'm trying to reconnect with all those that I consider good people and friends. And I need to rant in ever way shape and form haha
emo rant over. d00b out.
Now that I find myself in a bad way with my significant other and we are hardly speaking, it all hit me. I have been a dick to everyone and just close doors and almost burn bridges to all those actual friends who care enough to just listen to me rant about my shitty feelings now. I did it not only to people I met on steam and 47r, but real life friends as well.
Now I feel like an asshole who takes everyone for granted and a dumbass for creating this secluded lifestyle. Because now that I want and need to just rant to people, I looked around and realized I didnt really have many people to talk to. Well, the good news is, I do have people to talk to. Those same people I ignored for so long are right there willing to listen to everything I have to say and comfort me.
Anyway, the reason I'm telling you all on the forums is because i became friends with a lot of people from 47r and then bailed. I used you when I was going through a difficult time and then when things got better, I left. I now know having friends and people i can actually talk to is very important. I'm trying to reconnect with all those that I consider good people and friends. And I need to rant in ever way shape and form haha
emo rant over. d00b out.
