I was playing in 47R like always and i got "kicked" and "silenced" without a warning or reason. I have never broken any rules before and if i do talk, it's to let my team know where the enemies are OR our occasional short small talks like all players in 47R have. I really do despise any negative drama but i got really offended with what had happened. I was playing on as usual and i pressed my mic to say something and i got kicked. Then i later found out from another admin that it was "Desire" who kicked and silenced me. Others who were still in the server said Desire claimed she was "moody". Other admins made it seem as if it was the norm. And truth of the matter is, it's not right. It interrupts player's gaming sessions. I came back into the server and i asked the other admins and players if i was mic spamming and everyone said i did nothing wrong. If you do check the records, and need to ask players to verify my truth, the date is 12/15/2013 and i ended my gaming session close to midnight if i am not mistaken. I did not mic spammed. It is so strange for me to even have to defend myself over such a false accusation. Especially when the wrongful action is coming from a supposed admin who had just used vulgarities on the mic.
Here's where i am coming from, i'm rocking in de_dust2 because we love playing in 47R to gain points. I'm rocking with my scout and deagle, all of a sudden i get kicked. My score is gone. And then i return to the server clueless as to what had happened and i get a ridiculous reason that i am "mic spamming". From a player who in that instant just got switched over from CT, who insists i was mic spamming kicked me with no grounds. Without any communication, without any warning, she kicks and silence as and when she pleases. No explanation. My blood boils. My score is gone. That's my css hardwork right there. Css talk - Please do not relate this to reality. At that moment, i fumed. I snapped for about an hour i think. I wrote on the shoutbox when i should have started a thread instead. Sorry bout' that. My badness.
This post is not to burn any bridges nor is it to shine a negative light on my personality because i can swear to you that i am not into any form of soap opera drama. However it is to voice out when an admin is being abusive and wrong. She however claims that there are two sides to the story and i can reassure you that there is only one. The truth. And unfortunate for her, it was a full server and there were admins on the Terrorist team who bore witness to the incident. Appeal for discretion with admin and players names if you do check and question. I have never had any trouble in any servers. And my player personality status is outstanding. I private chat most of my issues. I refuse to allow Desire to tarnish my reputation. I play for the game.
By the time you read this, it would be yesterday's news, it will no longer weigh in my mind as an issue and i would have moved on. As of right now, i do not appreciate the admin abuse and ridiculous rants/jabs if you can see in the server's dialogue. As unimportant as this issue on a game like css might sound, you do need to know from the source instead of hearsay. Not that it bothers me because i make use of the mute function but it gets uncomfortable when she starts to type, taking jabs to try to get a reaction out of me as you can see in the dialogue.
My point is, when players who have admin abilities like Desire don't show proper css etiquette to other players who help support 47R by playing in the server or inviting their friends to play in it as well, makes it very uncomfortable and awkward. In my unsolicited opinion, especially one who prefers to not be very involved in that manner like having admin abilities or tags, she is no 'prefect' material. I am not attacking nor am i assassinating her character but her attitude is foul.
I love playing in 47R and i will continue to support it. Everyone else have been phenomenal, pleasant, friendly and kind. My husband and i have so much fun in 47R. We laugh so hard whenever we play in it. I wouldn't want to drop any names for 'curry favour' but we always have a pleasant time with the usual hardcore gamers. Except for tonight of course. Please do address this issue in your own time, in your own way. Thank you for your time.
LoVe
Here's where i am coming from, i'm rocking in de_dust2 because we love playing in 47R to gain points. I'm rocking with my scout and deagle, all of a sudden i get kicked. My score is gone. And then i return to the server clueless as to what had happened and i get a ridiculous reason that i am "mic spamming". From a player who in that instant just got switched over from CT, who insists i was mic spamming kicked me with no grounds. Without any communication, without any warning, she kicks and silence as and when she pleases. No explanation. My blood boils. My score is gone. That's my css hardwork right there. Css talk - Please do not relate this to reality. At that moment, i fumed. I snapped for about an hour i think. I wrote on the shoutbox when i should have started a thread instead. Sorry bout' that. My badness.
This post is not to burn any bridges nor is it to shine a negative light on my personality because i can swear to you that i am not into any form of soap opera drama. However it is to voice out when an admin is being abusive and wrong. She however claims that there are two sides to the story and i can reassure you that there is only one. The truth. And unfortunate for her, it was a full server and there were admins on the Terrorist team who bore witness to the incident. Appeal for discretion with admin and players names if you do check and question. I have never had any trouble in any servers. And my player personality status is outstanding. I private chat most of my issues. I refuse to allow Desire to tarnish my reputation. I play for the game.
By the time you read this, it would be yesterday's news, it will no longer weigh in my mind as an issue and i would have moved on. As of right now, i do not appreciate the admin abuse and ridiculous rants/jabs if you can see in the server's dialogue. As unimportant as this issue on a game like css might sound, you do need to know from the source instead of hearsay. Not that it bothers me because i make use of the mute function but it gets uncomfortable when she starts to type, taking jabs to try to get a reaction out of me as you can see in the dialogue.
My point is, when players who have admin abilities like Desire don't show proper css etiquette to other players who help support 47R by playing in the server or inviting their friends to play in it as well, makes it very uncomfortable and awkward. In my unsolicited opinion, especially one who prefers to not be very involved in that manner like having admin abilities or tags, she is no 'prefect' material. I am not attacking nor am i assassinating her character but her attitude is foul.
I love playing in 47R and i will continue to support it. Everyone else have been phenomenal, pleasant, friendly and kind. My husband and i have so much fun in 47R. We laugh so hard whenever we play in it. I wouldn't want to drop any names for 'curry favour' but we always have a pleasant time with the usual hardcore gamers. Except for tonight of course. Please do address this issue in your own time, in your own way. Thank you for your time.
LoVe
